Never have I ever

Scratched - Done
Bold - Bucket List

Started my own blog
Slept under the stars
Played in a band
Visited Hawaii
Watched a meteor shower
Given more than I can afford to charity
Been to Disneyland/world
Climbed a mountain
Held a praying mantis
Sung a solo
Bungee jumped
Visited Paris
Watched lightning at sea
Taught myself an art from scratch
Adopted a child
Had food poisoning
Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
Grown my own vegetables
Seen the Mona Lisa in France
Slept on an overnight train
Had a pillow fight
Hitchhiked
Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
Built a snow fort
Held a lamb
Gone skinny dipping
Run a Marathon
Ridden in a gondola in Venice
Seen a total eclipse
Watched a sunrise or sunset
Hit a home run
Been on a cruise 
Seen Niagara Falls in person
Visited the birthplace of my ancestors
Seen an Amish community
Taught myself a new language
Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
Gone rock climbing
Seen Michelangelo’s David
Sung karaoke
Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
Visited Africa
Walked on a beach by moonlight
Been transported in an ambulance
Had my portrait painted
Gone deep sea fishing
Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
Kissed in the rain
Played in the mud
Gone to a drive-in theater
Been in a movie
Visited the Great Wall of China
Started a business
Taken a martial arts class
Visited Russia
Served at a soup kitchen
Sold Girl Scout Cookies
Gone whale watching
Got flowers for no reason
Donated blood, platelets or plasma
Gone sky diving
Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
Bounced a check
Flown in a helicopter
Saved a favorite childhood toy
Visited the Lincoln Memorial
Eaten caviar
Pieced a quilt
Stood in Times Square
Toured the Everglades
Been fired from a job
Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
Broken a bone
Been on a speeding motorcycle
Seen the Grand Canyon in person
Published a book
Visited the Vatican
Bought a brand new car
Walked in Jerusalem
Had my picture in the newspaper
Read the entire Bible
Visited the White House
Killed and prepared an animal for eating
Had chickenpox
Saved someone’s life
Sat on a jury
Met someone famous
Joined a book club
Lost a loved one
Had a baby
Seen the Alamo in person
Swam in the Great Salt Lake
Been involved in a law suit
Owned a cell phone
Been stung by a bee
Ridden an elephant
Had detention
Got in trouble for something you didn't do
Stolen books from the library (Catch & Release style ;P)
Gone to a different country
Dropped out of school
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies
Had a yard sale
Had a lemonade stand
Actually made money at the lemonade stand
Been in a school play
Swam with dolphins 
Taken a lie detector test
Voted for someone on a reality TV show
Written poetry
Read more than 20 books a year
Gone to Europe (A tiny bit of Europe - Italy & Greece)
Loved someone you shouldn’t have
Used a coloring book over age 12
Had surgery
Had stitches
Taken a taxi
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once
Overdosed
Had a drug or alcohol problem
Been in a fist fight
Gone surfing in California
Had a hamster/guinea pig
Pet a wild animal
Used a credit card
Did “spirit day” at school
Dyed your hair
Got a tattoo
Got straight A’s
Been on the Honor Roll
Know someone with HIV or AIDS
Made-out with someone
Played on a sports team
Snuck out of the house
Swore at a teacher (I said the F word in a Italian, asking her what it meant - knowing exactly what it meant ;P. Does that count?)
Gone laser tagging
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend
Been on the TV
French braided
Driven a car
Performed in front of an audience.
Been in love
Been on a train
Seen a ghost
Been to Mexico
Crashed a car
Made an 11:11 wish
Drank alcohol
Forwarded a chain letter
Made a mistake

"Just hold me close, don't patronize me"

Silence is my forte

There is a part of my life that will always be behind a wall. A brick wall followed by a cement one followed by glass.

“She often could not articulate her thoughts; they seemed like objects glimpsed peripherally, skittish and ungraspable, splinters and fragments that would not add up to much if bundled together; they refused to stand still for examination. For this reason, she was largely silent.”

— Katherine Min, After The Falls

"Oh, they think they know. But we both know they don't"

Crosses & Circles (Part Two)

I completely forgot to add these beautiful ladies to my Girl Crushes ! And I was shocked!

Rachel Bilson

She is just so simple. So girl-next-door. Her style is amazing; she has this European style going on. I love her laugh, her smile, her hair (especially her hair). And her characters on The OC and Hart of Dixie make me love her more. Oh, and I want to learn how she does her eye make up!

Kaley Cuoco

Let me start off by saying she is hilarious on screen and off! She seems like she doesn't care about what other people think. She has this personality that makes you want her to be your friend. She also seems like a person you can walk up to and have a conversation with :) She also loves animals.

Jennifer Garner

She is beautiful. She has dimples. She has gorgeous hair. She is a down-to-earth person. She is married to Ben Affleck. She has an adorable smile.

Emma Stone

 Her voice. Her acting. Her smile. Her humour. Her personality. And I loved her in Easy A!

All these Girl Crushes are someone I'd definitely want as a bestfriend! Or a friend! I realize that these descriptions got shorter and they are repetitive, but I love them mainly all for the same reason, their down-to-earth personality.

"What you wanted wasn't a crime, you could've done it"

Crosses & Circles (Part One)

Rant #2

Note To Self

Avoid wearing hoodies that have big letters in the middle of it in order to avoid the stares that come your way. Oh and make sure if you do decide to wear those sweaters, that the word on it isn't "Corona".
I experienced a lot of stares today and probably some judgements as well. Unfortunately, I will be treking around with this particular sweater because it is the most comfortable one I have. And it's a guy's sweater... and we all know guy sweaters are just way too comfy and perfect!

Pictures

I do not mind people who take "selfies" all the time. I do not mind if people take pictures of random shit all the time. But what I do care about when it comes to pictures and posting them on social medias (Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, etc.) are alcohol and half-nude pictures.

I understand if you have a tattoo and you're showing it off, by all means so some skin. But when girls are posting two-piece bathing suit (or as I like to call it the bra-underwear suit) and stating they "want summer back" is just plain disgusting. Like it shows how much you are willing to put out there of yourself. I completely understand if you're on a beach or in a hot country or anywhere near a pool of some sort. But when you are in your BEDROOM, it is just unnecessary and demeaning. As much as you love your body and want to share it with the world, please try and retain some of your dignity and leave it for either the summer or just for those who WANT to see it.

Alcohol pictures are something I cannot find exceptions for. I mean, if you are at a table and your drinks are photo bombing your picture, that's fine. Or if you think your drink is a pretty colour, or has a pretty display, or in a cool glass, by all means take pictures. But when you post pictures of countless number of bottles and post a status along the lines of "Time to get f***ed up b***hes", please leave. Or what about those people who take pictures of them holding a bottle? Aren't they just cool? NO! NO you are not cool. You are stupid. And arrogant. Who cares if you're getting drunk tonight? NO ONE! Who cares what alcohol your consuming? That's right, NO ONE! It does not make you cool, it just makes you a dummy who is a big show off.

"Tell me if I'm wrong. Tell me if I'm right. Tell me if you need a loving hand to help you fall asleep tonight"

I can't change. Even if I tried, even if I wanted to.

All I need to do is accept the facts and carry on. 

"Live on and be yourself"

"I might not be the same, but that's not important" 

The tele is waiting for thee

This is why I like my house very much and the reason for the lack of socializing I do. 10 1/2 hours a week go towards these shows, while the other 29 1/2 go towards Tumblr, Twitter, Facebook, Blogger, and YouTube.

• Hawaii Five-0
• Castle
• The Following
• Criminal Minds
• New Girl
• Arrow
• Supernatural 
• Happy Endings
• The Vampire Diaries
• Big Bang Theory
• CSI NY
• The Mentalist 

"All black at the white shows. White shoes at the black shows"

Crosses & Circles

GIRL CRUSHES

My Definition:
Girls that you find attractive and you think is the ideal woman a man would look for OR if you were a man, you would want to look for this kinda girl. There is no sexual nonsense happening here, I am just admiring these people!

Urban Dictionary: (mind you that I read this after I wrote my own definition)
An overwhelming sense of awe felt by a girl for another girl elicited by varying causes ranging from deep respect to unadulterated lust. may result in the any or all of the following: general euphoria, prolonged sense of inspiration, desire for intellectual-intercourse with crush, simple sexual arousal, etc
**I don't know about the italicized area....

Feelings of admiration and adoration which a girl has for another girl, without wanting to shag said girl. a non-sexual attraction, usually based on veneration at some level.
**More specific to what I think it means


IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER, I give you my Girl Crushes:

Mila Kunis

She has a great sense of humour, love her voice, beautiful, amazing eyes, and great personality. She just looks and seems like a normal person you'd see on the streets. She's so average, yet so amazing at the same time.

Pink

She is just plain cool! Her hairstyle, she personality, her music, her style itself, everything! She just seems like she does not care about the glitz and glamour of Hollywood... She just does it for her (or so I think)

Zooey Deschanel

I actually liked her from her character on Failure To Launch. She is that weird person with a weird sense of humour. She loves to laugh and is just plain gorgeous. I also love her fashion style... she wears such nice dresses on the show ( I know it's probably not her choice) as well as in real life (her choice mainly).

Selena Gomez

She's one of the few teen actresses that I can stand. She does her own thing, she has such a big heart, she's so sweet, she loves animals, and she too has a good sense of humour. She doesn't dress too provocatively, she just dresses for her age. I love her hair (wish I had it).

Ellen DeGeneres

She is definitely my celebrity idol. She is SO loving, so caring, and SOOOO FUNNY! She cheers people up, she makes fun of people openly, she expresses herself openly, and she has the cutest laugh!
She does so much for so many people, and she does it for the good of the people, rather than the fame. She's also done so much for animals, its unbelievable.
I love the fact that she finds ways to help individual families, as well as help larger charities.
One day, I hope to make 1/1000 of the difference she makes in people's lives.




***I would just like to clarify that I am very much into the male species (preferably ones with a British/Scottish/Irish/Australian/Kiwis accent)***

"Girl, let me love you and I will love you until you learn to love your self"

Crosses & Circles (Part Two)